7 days after 16 days of 2009
Empty is the word. Once again, the hollow-feel, and heart-achingness returns after a long long 5 years plus...
I've just deleted a whole chunk of words I've typed earlier... This is just not the place to express my deeper thoughts...
Do you know how pathetic I am now? nobody will know, cos i look like anyone else on street...
For so many years, after upsets I've always said i should be evil and bad...but i never did... again and again, i only made myself more sad and feeling worse... maybe its time for me to be totally different...
i just feel like dying...
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